“I feel incredibly seen and understood and we're not even talking about it face to face.”
-Leona
The waves felt like they would never stop. The pain would never go away. The questions tormented me: What went wrong? Why was I hit one after another so close together without a chance to breathe? When will the next one hit? Will I survive this? It was exhausting and overwhelming, and I was drowning.
Have you felt this grief?
That was me desperately trying to come up for air in order to survive the waves of death…
the death of my babies.
Maybe you have a similar story. Or maybe you have lost someone else close to you.
I wish I could sit with you and listen to your story. You may be hesitant to open up that door in your heart because you are afraid of the pain. The shame and embarrassment may be paralyzing you from reaching out for help.
But I would hold the pillow for you to scream into. I would look you in the eyes and tell you that I see you. I would empathize with you, even if I have not walked in your exact shoes.
In Living Hope: Giving Birth to Death Brought Life, Christina exposes her soul as she speaks directly to your heart from the pages of her diary, making you feel seen and heard no matter the loss you have experienced. You will be encouraged by how she not only survived the relentless pain from losing her babies, but found healing and abundance through it. This raw and vulnerable account of finding life from death is for all who are searching for hope in spite of the grief and pain suffocating them in the darkness.
What People Are Saying
“There is healing in every word Christina speaks. It’s the type of book that allows you to process the pain from past traumas. I believe that as you read, the confusion will clear and God will lead you out of the stuck place you have been in. It’s just so good.”
— Shannon
“Christina beautifully illustrates what a relationship with the God who sees us in our heartache looks like, even and especially when we kick and scream and wish everything away. It reads like a conversation with a friend mixed with a modern day psalm. Everyone should read this book!”
— Katie
“Your book could not have come at a better time. Through God’s grace, biblical counseling, and his mercy, I feel like I can take a stance on our miscarriages and grief like you wrote in your book. Honestly, I felt like I was reading my own thoughts down on paper. I know it takes great faith and courage to be so vulnerable and I want to thank you.”
— Anonymous
